I'm not giving in. I'm not texting you or calling you. If i dont do it sober, i sure as hell wont do it while drinking. I'm not doing it. I'm putting my foot down. You know that im always here for you and your never here for me. I kiss your ass. I'm done. You will either realize what i was worth or not. Your either going to fight or not. ( Read more... )

Take me back to the start, when it all mattered. Take me back to when i was too blind to see. Take me back to when i thought i knew who you were. I truly dont know how im going to do this again. I fell in love with you so much, and you became my best friend. Sometimes i wish i didnt know everything of what i know now. I adore you. I may ( Read more... )

The boy toy stopped up work, to show me that he got his nipples pierced ( Read more... )

7 1/2 more hours of work ( Read more... )

I'm trying to get back into the hang of things, with LJ. Due to the block of "myspace" now at work. Trendy.. I know. My mind is constanstly going a mile a minute.. With the lump.. im sorry my glands cause im hormonal.. WTF.. J, and just life in general. I stopped taking my crazy pills and due to that i have found my bed time to be 8-9pm at ( Read more... )

i never write in here. never ever ( Read more... )

after three and a half years of fun filled drama, on my space, i finally deleted it ( Read more... )