I don't post forever and ever and then suddenly I dump a ton of shit in my journal. I guess I just get reflective in spurts and when I feel reflective it seems natural to write it down ( Read more... )

Had to do it... !!


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Thank you donor4him for the ecard. It fit my personality more than you could possibly know!!!! I was grinning from ear to ear :) <3

And also, thank you very much to ankita-1 for the Happy Birthday wish. It's been very happy birthday and it means even more when friends do nice things. <3 :D ( Read more... )

I'm so sorry. I really have been stretched for time though. I've got a new job and I work till 4:45. By the time Mark comes and picks me up and we get something to eat I'm just ready to crash in front of the tv or play UO with him and I've spent very little time doing anything else ( Read more... )

I'm sorry. I didn't mean to be away so long. I just get really caught up with other stuff sometimes. I'm fine. Mark talked me into quitting that job. I think it had a little more to do with there being so many men there than he'll admit, but I believe he didn't want to see me miserable too. He drove me to work Monday and said he really didn't want ( Read more... )

My new job sucks so bad and it's because of this little dude named Pablo. He's a technician who's worked there for like 11 years or something and he thinks that gives him the right to talk down to me like I'm retarded, really stupid or 2 years old. I'm so sick of it ( Read more... )

It's a pretty sucky job, but no matter, it's a job and it serves well for what it's meant for---a paycheck :p ( Read more... )

I'm really sick of working factory jobs and having problems finding jobs that I'm qualified for. I really, really want to go to school and get a real career. I think it would help me financially, but most importantly I think it would boost my esteem sky high. I'm sick of always shorting myself because of what I think is better for other people. I ( Read more... )

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I'm really upset right now. Here's the end of an IM conversatiion I just had with my 16 year old daughter who's usually sitting at home alone ( Read more... )