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My life has changed so much since I last posted..
It's not about who you've known the longest; It's about who came and never left your side. -
Hello July 2010
I'm finally strong enough to write about how I feel
Strong enough to be on my own
Strong enough to move on and do things I'd never have done.
I suppose I have to say Thank you.. for everything I've been through.
It was really hard
But here i am, crawling, but still alive (:
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Emptiness
Feeling hollow is terrifying.
Every single day, I reflect on the past few months of my life.. and waves of emptiness just crashes onto me. I used to love waves (of the water kind) This tidal wave killed the old me, just like the terrible tsunami that took away so many lives. This one that hit me took away my soul and ability to believe.
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Mistakes & Changes
Sometimes I wonder.. when will the vicious cycle ever end? Endless arguments, endless heartache, endless waiting..
Will it end with you? Can it end with you?
These are questions that I nor you can ever answer.. but can only hope for.. and make initial promises with.
I've come to the point in this relationship where i've been hurt so much, all my ( Read more... ) -
I'm Leaaaaving.... for the longest time i ever did.
I'm going to Sydney - Australia, to stay with my boyfriend, Banc.
I'm going to meet his parents, stay with his family for a month.
This is the first time in my life i'm doing such a thing.
I seem calm and normal but my insides are going RECKLESSLY INSANE!!!
What am i to bring? What am i to wear? What should i say? How many clothes should i bring?
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Changes
There's been many changes since my last entry, life has been a whirl to me.
I don't quite understand what has happened, nor how much things have twisted out of place.
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Writer's Block: I'm Ashamed of...
My desire to leave home to stay with my other half in Australia.. :(
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Very very disturbed and at my boiling point!
Job Misery Is Universal
The author notes that a "miserable" job differs from a "bad" job, as one person's dream job may not appeal to another worker. A miserable job, however, has some universal traits.
"A miserable job makes a person cynical and frustrated and demoralized when they go home at night," Lencioni says. "It drains them of their energy, ( Read more... ) -
A long blank
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Finding, Receiving, Keeping
I spent the happiest 2 weeks of my life in Bangkok..
Now its time to slowly readjust to normal routine..
It was great to be unknown for awhile.. to be detached, away, far, in another place where i know no one, and no one knows me