I'm sitting here pissed off as all out. My ex (the kids' dad) was Baker Acted yesterday and taken by police escort to Peace River in Bartow which is a mental facility. Now this I was dealing with just fine, however, they have him on suicide watch, and apparently, the blame has fallen on me. Yes, on me. This is how....

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Today my oldest boy turned ten... Yes, yes, I am officially the mother of a ten year old fifth grader... When the hell did I turn old??? I'm 29, and I don't feel old. Nor, may I add, do I look old, however, the fact still remains that my sweet boy with the cute freckles and jack-o-lantern smile, big puppy dog eyes, and over exuberant, extremely ( Read more... )

My sister in law took one look at me tonight and said "Damn, don't you ever eat anymore? You've gotten so skinny!"

I totally adore her....

Was browsing my pics, and Scott left a folder on my PC full of pics of him, his family, and the band he left which was actually a successful group... I miss him playing guitar for me :(


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I wrote to Scott a little over a week ago, and he finally read his email. This response from him is why I miss him so much. He's one of my best friends in all the world and has always reminded me that I do, in fact, have people who love me and care for me... even when I forget...

I miss him so much. We used to sit up all night just talking and ( Read more... )

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Curlilox403:  i love nine inch nails
Curlilox403:  and i totally hafta miss the show now StormRagingInWI:  awe poor baby
Curlilox403:  trent reznor is one fine fucker
Curlilox403:  yeah i know... but could you see little heart problem girl lost in a mosh pit?
StormRagingInWI:  LMAO NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
Curlilox403:  my point....
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Yesh, I have friends who keep me laughing.. this excerpt of a recent convo made me smile... I keep going in between smiles and something less than smiling, and since i am now currently in a "not exactly smiling" kinda mood, I figured this might cheer me...

BowlofFUN: ok fine ten..but when ur turn is near & u see all the Others ENJOYING THEIR ( Read more... )