I'm so fucking mad right now, that i can cry. It's all thanks to my little fucking sister. I never thought that i would say this, but i hate her. She has pushed my buttons for the last time. I'm sick and tired of being a rag doll for this 16 year old. it's always been, "take me here" "can you do this?" "can so and so come?" i'm tired of always ( Read more... )

So I get woken up by my phone ringing, Tryied not to pay attention to it, but it rang again, so I decieded to look at it. To my suprise it was my exhusband. After the separation we still talked once in awhile, but never really got to see each other, i guess it was better that way. Well he called me and said he was outside. i of course didn't ( Read more... )

side note! all guys are perves and horn dogs. I just learned that from my brother. No matter how hot a female is and how good she is to a man, they will always look at other females. Ugh! so i'm screwed. But it's ok i always look at guys. lol

I feel like a school girl at this very moment. I just finished writing out my little brothers paper for his Anthropology class, had to put my reading on pause for a day for that. But Zsadist here i come. I will continue today ( Read more... )

Wow, has it been a while, i've ignored my LJ, i feel so bad now that i actually took the time to come in and send more than 2 minutes here. I've actually been trying to start a new one. I actually want to start my own community based on Fan fiction. I know i'm a nerd, but i'm trying, that's the main thing. But some of the people out on here are way ( Read more... )

so i've been spending a lot of time with my bf, it's as if we are practically living together, which i'm usually against, but when i'm not with him i miss him like crazy, and i keep fearing that we are going to end up hating each other if we keep spending so much time together. He doesn't do things to get on my nerves which is why i guess i'm ok ( Read more... )

So here is the update on me, i've been having to deal with guy issues yet again, an old friend of mine spent the night in my room and we made out all night, he said he's had feelings for me since like forever ago, which i didn't really believe, but he kept insisting, i just thought he was trying to get in my pants, but he convinced me other wise, ( Read more... )

I've totally ignored LJ, i remember being on here posting every day, sometimes upto 3 or 4 times a day, whinning about my life, my issues, but lately, i've learned to bottle everything in. No one really knows my feelings, well Terrance does, but he doesn't count....he lives in Tx. But it feels good to know that he is there and i can always talk to ( Read more... )

Wow!!

A lot has happend the last 5 months.
I started working at Torrid in Dec. of last year, a month later, i was asked to coordinate a quince, i hadn't done one since oct. of 05, those who knew me, know what i went through, but as my mona said, at the end all is worth it, and wow was it...
The quince was this past saturday, April 14, to me this ( Read more... )

Hmmmm,how long has it been since i've posted an actual blog, ummm...forever ( Read more... )