ya kno wat.... fuck it... im sick of being judged... im sick of being told how i feel... im sick of everyone and everything.... so fuck it.... dont read this.... its just a place for me to vent.... fuck uif u think otherwise.... im completely drained rite now.... absolutely completely.... i feel like everyone is fucking wit my mind.... tellin me ( Read more... )

soo ive only been home like a day and everything is commin crashing down on me.... i dunno wat to do or how to think....pretty much im not allowed to show my feelins to my rents anymore... EVER..... its awful to have sumone who u think cares about u tell u that.... im just a burden and theyre 12 days without me were amazing i guess... watever fuck ( Read more... )

so im back from italy/france.... for the most part it was fun.... very vyer pretty.... it def had its huuuge ups and downs but oh welll wat doesnt have its huge downs rite now in my life...i really wish i got lost sumwhere and never came home ( Read more... )

hola peepz... im in italy rite now... everything is so beautiful... i dont have much more time for the internet so ill talk to all of ya when iget back.... love and miss u all!!

ya so my life is slowing commin to pieces.... just peachy.... i have no clu wats going on ( Read more... )

blah i dunno... i havent been feelin lke myself lately and it blows... i feel like im just watching myself destroy my life even that much more... i dunno... i wish things were simple... i dunno i just wish ( Read more... )

so i figure i should prolly update for real... sorry bout all that dumb shit... just sumwhere for me to vent when stuff builds up ( Read more... )

so i sit here in front of my computer screen trying to hold back the tears from my eyes.... wat a shitty day.... bad day at work filled with jerks who like to yell at me.... then a bunch of other shit ( Read more... )

yaaa so.... funny how shit alwayz ends the same... i always end up not good enough... fuck it... fuck everything... im in one of those shitty moods.... blah ( Read more... )

ok.... so maybe everything ends up the same way