so today was beautiful out today.... the sun was out and i think it even hit 80.... went into noho with gart and steph.... man its alwayz good to see gart.... i miss the old times where we would still chill and goof around.... we were alwayz on the same page with all that stuff... but anywayz ( Read more... )

i've just figured out sumthen that i wish i had earlier.... ive become the things that hurted me the most.... i told myself i would never be like that.... ever.... i never thought i could be like that.... who am i now?

ok guys... bare with me... today has been crappy... ive been lost in my mind and i cant get out no matter how hard i try... i thought i beat my mind and was just gunna go with the flow and everthing would be ok... well my mind kicked my ass and now im completely stuck in my thoughts.... im so tried of being walked all over.... i wish i was more of ( Read more... )

hmmm so this weekend was pretty good... thrursday headed down to hartford to visit chase.... got drunk and met sum pretty chill boyz there.... skipped my friday class cuz im cool like that.... went to the musical singing in the rain friday nite.... man it made me wanna tap dance again soo sooo bad.... damn college got in the way of my dancing.... ( Read more... )

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im so sick of losing people.... people just up and leavin without reason or just not telling me... it seems that everytime i leave myself open i get hurt.... my dad tells me not to trust people... that people r just out for themselves.... i guess im just not ready to admit that... ya ive been fucked over so many times ive lost track... but i dont ( Read more... )

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hmmm soooo lets see.... friday went to a benefit show in foxboro.... saw austins band play.... they were really good.... and ran into an old friend from the past.... he played in rhythum room and was amazing.... hmmmm wierd stuff went down too and it kinda made me sick to my stomach and upset but thats all i wanna say ( Read more... )

yaaay for awesome people.... so i was chillen with my roomie biz being addicted to csi when my phone rings.... it was meg... she was like hey where are u? cuz we're looking for a parking spot at umass riiiight now.... yep yep yep.... so meg, tim, johnny, and dan alll came to surprise me to cheer me up.... it made me feel very happy... so thanx ( Read more... )

yep so this will not be an emo entry.... i promise ( Read more... )