I'm forever waiting for the one who'll come along with what I want.
And I'll jump at every chance, naively unable to disguise my feelings.

My days're boring, long, but sometimes I'm lucky enough for 'em to at least be eventful and boring. I've been reading like a recluse in a post apocalyptic world that's locked himself away in a library. Kurt ( Read more... )

I've stayed at home for an entire day, just reading and watching a movie and some tv shows here and there. Y'ever notice how we seem to just immerse ourselves in different realities constantly? The release and escape musick can bring, that almost teleporting quality that can permeate yr mood while yr driving to wherever it is you need to go ( Read more... )

I've left my house only once today, and that was so that I could go to Wendy's, not because I was really hungry, I'd made myself spaghetti something like an hour and a half before, but 'coz I was about to start crying, I was so bored ( Read more... )

I was watching a video for "Get On Up (Like A Sex Machine)" on tv the day that James Brown died, and my father stood in the living room, watching it with me. I didn't hear about his death until a couple'a days later, driving in the car with my friend Elvis ( Read more... )

Last night, I was in my attic, and I realized that if I stared hard enough at the sky, I'd see more stars than I could before.

The ash from my cigarette floated slowly onto my black jacket as though it were snowing.

I have got eight piercings (all in my ears) and five tattoos ( Read more... )

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So shhh, but I'm thinking about starting a new band.

It's gonna be louder, and faster, and more intense,

and I'm not gonna try and play the guitar no more, 'coz that shit really has fucked with my singing in terms of how much I can do musickally,

and that really sucks.

Thursday I headed up to Montclair on a dare 'coz my drummer called me at 10:30 p.m., drunk, and invited me to go, so Jehan-Paul and I made it up there in under an hour in the worst rain I've ever had the privilege to almost get into a horrible accident in, with a stop at Shoprite to steal us some teethbrushes. In less than five minutes after we ( Read more... )