So I was standing in front of a Jackson Pollock painting in the Metropolitan museum of New York, and I once again confirmed to myself that if you stand look at a painting long enough, then you’ll notice more people will start to look at it for longer than they otherwise would have, I figure that it’s because they wonder, maybe subconsciously or ( Read more... )

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so. i was sitting @ a bar w/my good friend jon, waiting for him t'get enough drinks in him so's he could be as drunk as i was, & i realized after a couple minutes w/myself, that i pitied myself for pitying everyone @ the bar as much as i did. and i got a dark, albeit comforting feeling that came w/a guarantee like you'll never see in any kinda ( Read more... )

so - i've been up all night writing songs & i decided on learnin' how to play a few while i was @ it. i've been using my capo a lot more'n i ever thought i would, & these things're friggin' awesome. i've been keepin' myself from writing too much shit w/it, though, in case i was somewhere w/out one, i wouldn't wanna end up being either shit out of ( Read more... )

how do you do ( Read more... )

I just spent the better part of @ least 4 hours on top of an elementary school in Mt. Olive drinking w/Jehan-Paul & Mike & Jon & people named CHelsea & Tiffany & Kyle & Jess, I think, wishing Jehan-Paul well 'coz he's gonna be leaving for basic training in the military tomorrow night. If he's free enough & able to come to my place tomorrow morning ( Read more... )

I envy you guys with normal sleep schedules, i really do. Or even just the people who can let themselves get to sleep when they're tired and want to. I just got up from lying in bed, trying to fall asleep for about three hours, listening to this seadee of a buncha different artists covering Leonard Cohen tunes, and there're some pretty killer ( Read more... )

How much can I type to say before Sonia gets here and i've gotta undo this ridiculous way I've tied up my hair and head outside? I guess we'll find out ( Read more... )

i'm starting over, and i'm starting a revolution. y'can come or be left behind, i can't give too many fucks either way if i'm gonna pull this off, 'coz the time for action is now and lord i'm heeding the call! i'm starting up a novel, which, when i finish it(and i'm planning on finishing it before i turn 20), will be the first thing besides a ( Read more... )

One day my neighbor decided to kill himself. I was having a cigarette in my attic, which overlooks the house and their garage from the window I always blew the smoke out of. He let the screen door of his house slam behind him, like he never used to. And he opened the garage door and closed it behind him, staying in there for a minute or two ( Read more... )