its been a while since i've acutally posted anything... and eventho there has been a lot to post because of what has happened... i have not been up to it.... i'm bored... later

i did it i recorded him..... i know he talked to her today... all i need is to charge up my mp3 and listen to it on the way to work... i hope i dont find anything bad that might end our relationship... :::crosses fingers::: ok go to go..

Well today I went out to pick up some job apps. I got a couple but while I was driving I started to feel weak and dizzy… so I headed back home… I had more sex … (quickie) went grocery shopping and now I’m back… I decided to watch the VMA’s… I hadn’t watched one in a long long time... I figured it might be funny since jack black was hosting… I was ( Read more... )

self sabotage sucks. especially when you know you need to do something but you just cant get your self to do it... like going to work

It seems that I cant win. If I say something I’m the bitch that cant have enough… I just wish I knew what do to… I wonder if my time is even worth it…. I’m about to give up

well today i woke up and i decided not to go to school because i slacked off and didnt do the work i was supposed to do yesterday and yesterday i skipped out on school because i didnt do the work for that class (i've been absent from that class for two weeks now) NOT GOOD! but anyway i called in pretending i was sick... i also had to fool josh so ( Read more... )

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Well today was a good day over all... I got up and went to work got a lot done... :D I like my job... (When I know what I am doing) I got to work by my self most of the day so that was ok... fixing candles is a bitch... I had to hide a SNC so that I could get a good one tomorrow... I just took the bat. Off and hid the thing... ha-ha... I hope its ( Read more... )

well today started as a good day... i was woken up by josh thru the window and then i went back to sleep while he played video games ( Read more... )