Things might be looking up. I dont say "are" because it still has a way to go. I want things to be the way they used to plus some changes. Hopefully, it never gets this bad again.

My life is so empty its to much to take. everything i had i truly loss. Never again will i feel love.

Well, Im back. Spent my Yule Tide in CT and had loads of fun. My friends finally got me to dance in front of others. My fear of judgement by peers is going down now thanks to that. Its great to have friends like that. Had a few minor fights but everything is peachy with me and my megan. Things are so much better. well im off.

Dog named henry Poor dog. has my name and has suffered.

You Are 78% Perfectionist
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like a horrible fighting match.

Your Kissing Purity Score: 23% Pure
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Today was fun when i got home. I took a good shower and went outside and smoked. I had jeffrey with me so i had a good day. But the more i sat in my shed and smoked the door was open a crack so i had a ray of light enter. It passed through my shedful of smoke and i could see the smoke eddy and swirl. And i thought of how beautiful it was being ( Read more... )

So yeah. I ve been doing good lately. I ve been cheerful and happy because ive been smoking while optimistic. Its good.

What the hell? People think i takes thing to personally. Whether at work or other People cant help but think questions i ask are dumb. I cant help it im just curious. some questions were misunderstood but it was my fault for not explaining better. But i cant help it when i take things personally. Brains are not my strong point when im sober ( Read more... )