Hokay, I've not been here in forever. Even the lurking's gone down horridly. I think the biggest reason for this is that I'm a lazy ass and just want one journal to dink around with. Nowadays I'm using Gao_ai so instead of missing out on a bunch of people that I find incredibly fascinating (yeah, I'm having difficulty with the hypocracy too) I'm adding y ( Read more... )

I have been basking in the beauty of others lately and not the beauty of the chaos of my own existence. I think that when one fails to do this that the beauty becomes trapped, balled up, knotted and painfull to remove but that we always sigh in the way that delicious pain feels being released. Leaving us free-er and looser and more ready to recieve ( Read more... )

I had an essay on beauty and sunsets and nightfall and impermanence... then I yawned and it all went somewhere else.

Why is it passion is always half impossiblity?

I like that on personality quizzes I almost always end up with scores pretty close to the middle ( Read more... )

I discovered a KODO cd I didn't know I had!!! woohoo!

Fat cat Nanori is too fat to groom herself properly, thus Fat Cat got parts of her shaved tonight. You have no idea how hard it was not to poodle cut the little chunk meister.

it's somewhere around 76 degrees out today. with no wine. (or wind for that matter) I swear to GOD! if it were legal you wouldn't seem me in anything but my tivas running in circles just to cool off.

I have discovered that this latest Alanis contribution to the world of music must be listened to with *good* speakers. The depth of music in the bass is impressive and the sound as a whole doesn't survive without it.

I have discovered in the last coulpe of singings that I am unable to sing"you are my sunshine" without getting weepy in the middle of it. What the hell? I mean, it's that happy overload of emotions weepy but still! I'm loosing my mind. The children are making me loose my mind.