so today...i realized that im getting no where on the path i have chosen. brent...is the most amazing person i have ever met. i truly believed that we were meant to be together, he taught me new lessons, and opened me up to a new world, a side i have never been on before...and as much as i want so bad right now to say that things with us are gonna ( Read more... )

so my life right now...not too great...im juggling chris brent amber tennis work school family debt...drama!!! so basically i could ramble on about ALL of those things and how much i hate the situations but instead im gonna be happy about the fact that me and chris still talk, brent wants my nuts, im not quitting exhibiton, im playing 2 singles, i ( Read more... )

me and chris broke up he hates my guts...i have no dates for homeocming. blah blah blah. drama

i wrote this song the other day ( Read more... )

i feel so left out...

ok so i just tlkd to jill right...last night they went to go see 40 yr old virgin...of course without me...again...i feel weird...like my stomach feels so queasy...ok i prolly wouldnt if jill didnt go but thats just it...she did. i feel totally not cool with them around each other when im not around...actually im kinda pissed..kinda hurt. like i ( Read more... )

ok i wrote this really awesome poem...it's funny...my entry has nothing to do with that funny ass poem but uhhhh...yeah...so last night was gay...we just stayed out in the backyard till like not even as late as we normally doooo...but we made plans to get drunk this weekend or sumthing so thats cool....[3 days ago]i wonder if anyone found out about ( Read more... )

ok so i've found out a whole lot of shitin the past wek that i prolly didnt need to find out but yeah....to make it short i got ppissed at jill for flirting with chris and now jill likes bobby and bobby likes her but none of you will know the big deal becuz you dont know the whole 100 page story that i am NOT ABOUT TO TYPE!!!!...so the night of my ( Read more... )

so basically this whole week has been fucked up...hole bunch of shit happens...first my mom comes over my house crying cuz the guy she was living with tried to kill her...yea w/e...then i got my permit...which is good...yay for me...then uhmmmm well alot went down me and chris got into a huge argument but things worked out...alot of shit went ( Read more... )

ok so yea this past week has been a bitch...i talked to cj once...why you ask...not because we are broken up or even about to...we still love each other very much...but we got caught in action. so he is grounded till forever...and i well i guess yoou could say i got off scott free but i still have to live with not seeing him and he was basically my ( Read more... )