i'm just going to focus on that one moment and maybe everything else will take care of itself accordingly.

SCRAWLED

-a part of me, rather than something i have to call on
-focusing, although my mind seems to have expansive holes in it sometimes
-learning to graciously accept compliments
-things to work on and move toward
-finally i am certain i made the right decision
-giddy
-FRIDAY

i know that everything happens for a reason, and i try not to question that. however, sometimes everything that happens is really bizarre, and i wish i understood its purpose. hello february 2010, offer me some clarity, please and thanks.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

it's not what you think

1. i love the really smooth, beautiful stones at this random place on walnut. as i walk on them i always tell myself that they're lucky ( Read more... )

i like sitting on my windowsill at night, it reminds me of last winter. my window does not face the quad anymore, but i can watch cars and people go by, and i still manage to float away in my thoughts.
after a cup of coffee and two excedrin, i'm a litle too antsy to sit still.
oh my god i give up writing, TOO MUCH ENERGYYYY

i am in love with so many little things in my life right now. i wish that some songs would just play on repeat in my head again and again. i need to keep focused, but i am so overwhelmed by all the beauty everywhere that i'm having a hard time doing everything i need to. regardless, i am thankful for 2009.

i am so in love with life