Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

So, I'm having my quarter life crisis a little late, it all hit me over the last two days. I've spent the last two days curled up in bed getting so totally wraped up in a tv couple that I actually got butterflies when they finally kissed, then they broke up and when he came back, I cried ( Read more... )

So due to not sleeping last night because my coach insulted/hurt/offended me to the point of tears I went to Best Buy and got myself a new season of a new show I had never seen before.

Anyone ever watch the West Wing

I want Danny!

So I maintained that 5 years ago when I let a very important person go that I still care about very much, I would never open my self up to that kind of pain ever again and for these 5 years I've been true to that, kept my word and didn't let anyone in, but how have I now found myself awaiting for another boy to make the choice and I do really care ( Read more... )

Ok, I know, I'm a horrible person, and an even more horrible friend for not being on here for what, months, but I promise, as soon as I have a couple of hours to sit down, I will dedicate it to catching up on everyone's journals ( Read more... )

MAYBE New job (details later) 
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MAYBE New boy (details later)
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MAYBE Purchase of pony (details later)
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ONE HAPPY JENN (doing a little dance)

boy phones me

I say yes

boy picks me up
boy was five minutes early, but I was ready

boy and I go to dinner

boy pays

boy lets me pick the movie

boy also pays

boy drives me home

boy smiles at me, I smile to

boy promises to call

I trust boy will

life has it's moments

I jumped my pony yesterday

shhhhh, don't tell

:)

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This was the first full weekend I've spent at the barn since I've been out, working, teaching, riding more then once for more then 20 minutes, and generally just being around to help and answer question, like I did before I left, like I have for the past 5 years ( Read more... )