today i hate everyone at Georgia State and HOPE. it may possibly have been the most stressful day of my life ( Read more... )

i constantly feel sick to my stomach. i cant really eat or i feel nauseous ( Read more... )

i feel so impatient right now.
there are a lot of recent changes in my life, and there are more coming.
why can't i just let go and enjoy this much-needed time?
i want to believe i have control over the next six months of my life (and the rest of it, for that matter)

i just don't think i do.

lately i've been asking everyone i know whether life is all about what you want, or what's meant to be ( Read more... )

florida was really great. i needed some time to get away from everything, school, work, house, etc ( Read more... )

i'm at home ( Read more... )

Wow, last time i wrote in this thing, I had Shingles. Now my poor Dad has it ( Read more... )

thursday night i noticed some strange bumps on my back that resembled a rash. I was told between friday and sunday that i had poison ivy/oak, eczema, hives, herpes, spider bites, and a weird flesh eating disease. well, today i found out i have SHINGLES brought on by stress. oh, and i have to go pick up a prescription for Valtrex since its a ( Read more... )

what's an engaged lady to do when her beau leaves town? i didn't even get to see him off. it was a sad, sad day. ahh, til tuesday, my love.

today was yesenia's bridal shower. it made me excited for my own. i actually get two! lucky me.

i got called for a second interview with mac. the counter manager wants me. to work there, i mean.

closer is a ( Read more... )

i've been having really crazy dreams again. i will have one, and then it will really happen. so, you can imagine how stoked i was when i had a dream i got this job at mac.

i totally forgot that i LOVE the smashing pumpkins and the smiths. God, they are great.

alright, BIG NEWSpat & i have set a date - Friday, November 11, 2005 at Trinity ( Read more... )