This journal seems so full of sadness and anger and hate and tears and i just really hate writing in it anymore, because the second i'm happy it seems i have an entry right after it saying how i hate this or i'm depressed because of this.

NEW LJ:::: thesevitalsigns

muah loved dressedinblue, but add my new one

1. Who are you ( Read more... )

i am pissed at (blank)!(blank) is being such a fucking bitch! i cant stand this! gah! like at lunch (blank) will leave and then (blank) will call and be like why did u ditch me, and (blank) think's they are sooo much cooler and shit and its like fuck you, you need to get over yourself! its so fucking annoying how (blank) always fucking accuses me ( Read more... )

I am so drained and tired ( Read more... )

Dad:"isabelle can you spell moron? m o r o n" " isabelle can uspell uncalled for its one word u n c a l l e d f or

DAD:"i hope u re read this and say i hope my father had something to say to me when he said i was out of line, like he's saying right now, out of line means not behaving within.."

dad:"Go to bed bebell,"

me:"don’t call me that"

dad:"Ok snot faced brat"
me"Hahahahahaha"**continues typing
Dad: **reads what i'm writing**" its got snot hyphen faced"
ME: "Ahhaha fat hyphen loser!" ...that shut him up!

Dad:"some people like to have fun other people like to have an irritating time together go to bed!"

“Can you please smoke outside ( Read more... )

FUCKING DAD. FUCK YOU, I HOPE YOU READ THIS YOU FUCKING ASS HOLE! FUCK YOU!!! I FUCKING HATE YOU YOU DESERVE TO DIE AND GO TO HELL AND I HATE YOU SO FUCKING MUCH YOU ARE SO FUCKING IMMATURE AND PATHETIC AND SEXIST AND STUPID AND I HATE YOU SO FUCKING MUCH. i feel so tied up inside like all knotted up and angry and i want to slap him so much. ( Read more... )

(1) Your gender: (female ( Read more... )

hmm the thing is i really can't stand him. its like when were alone, just the two of us, he is all i looooove you isabelleeee, howww was your day darling? and then five minutes later we get home and he decides i'm just a worthless piece of crap. i really can't stand him at all. Then its like he expects me to love him and listen to him, and he ( Read more... )