i've got a new journal and i'm making that one friends only.   more details later.

it's snowing and the world is such a lovely place and i just wanna be with you tonight.

>>> okay so i lied. i was just mad. today made everything okay. here's a song to end you with...

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for a minute there i thought you were worth my time
now the introductions over
theres something on my mind
and now's the perfect time
lights out
sitting here calm
this poisons like your own

chorus-
when you think about ( Read more... )

>>> i don't like livejournal anymore.

*** i dont dream since i quit sleeping. and i havent slept since i met you.

             FADE

meet
mistreat
adore
ignore
see
then flee
create
too late
confide
still lied
love or lust
in you i trust
believe
don't leave...

*** a little poem for all you deep heartbreaka's out therrrre. <3 jess

>>> rays of light crawled across the sky as i leaned against my wall starring out my window onto the black sky horizon. my eyes; wide open and shocked, scanned the spaces lit. i set my phone down on my desk and slid into my soft sheets. Thunder rolled throughout my room as it shuttered a bit. the noise to be heard miles spread was loudest in my ( Read more... )

>>>i might be moving out of my house with my parents and in with a friend. I'll live closer to the school and be able to do what i want for once. no more boundries. <3

>>>last night was pretty funny. it was a whole bunch of fighting between a whole bunch of people and even some fighting and assness on my part. i was just in one of those moods so i went with it and yelled back and was being complicated. oh well, everything happens for a reason and after that i think it brought us closer. uuugghhh i'll update later ( Read more... )

i'm so sick of trying. all i do is try and get shut down. maybe i should give up.