Cold unknown fingers stroke my spine ( Read more... )

I fucking feel like one of those dumb goth bitches that I used to make fun of at my old highschool. They had nothing to complain about. I swear they did it because they liked to dress that way and get attention ( Read more... )

I just got back from walking through my city. It's a nightly habit. I went quite nervously, I might add, haveing no idea where my pocket knife is. I passed a man asleep on a corner, a hand wrapped in a bloody rag, with his face lying in a pool of vomit. I walked by him. It seemed so fake like I was simply watching it from someone else's eyes. Was ( Read more... )

Sitting and drinking ( Read more... )

You sit there,
thinking about nothing.
Mind is a blank.
You know as much as you want to know
And you're too ignorant
to even know it.

Do you make yourself pretty
for the boys at school?
way too much make-up
for a girl so young
way too much padding
for the boys to see
Way too slutty
for your mother to care

About two weeks ago I went to a party and decided to drink with some friends. I realize you can get into quite a bit of trouble while drinking and admit to my fair share of moronic incidents while drunk. I tend to get giddy and overly friendly. The next day one of my friends just said alcohol wasn't for me since I'm friendly enough with him without ( Read more... )

Today was somewhat interesting. I went to Hillcrest, though not for Pride which is extremly overated. Pride is no longer a week for homosexuals to stand up and say that they don't care if they are a minority group and fight for their rights, it has long since been taken into the grasp of commercialism. So I decided to sit in a pub and sneak drinks ( Read more... )

Can't let it out ( Read more... )

Momma G gave randy my aim. I haven't talked to him in a year! Anyway it seems that he listens to basically the same music as me except with more punk. Ha, who knew? I think i'll go record shopping with him sometime in the next week or two. Momma G also said that i could make use of her dark room. Film isn't vegan, should i still do photography? You ( Read more... )