"Forgive me if I seem forward but I've never been in front of anything like you, It's the last place I ever thought I'd be when I woke up this morning, is it true that you're always this breathtaking, and your smart and your willing my god this is killing me. Tell me all the things you never said, We could lie here and talk for hours in my bed. I ( Read more... )

Just wait around and see ( Read more... )

I tell myself that I'm not gonna make someone do something they don't want to do. However if they never give you any indication that they don't want to then how are you supposed to know? I mean one minute it's one thing and the next it's totally different. I just keep thinking that the one thing I want is right there but just out of reach. It's ( Read more... )

I just realized lately how much I really enjoy this song by Alanis Morisette ( Read more... )

Wow.. so I haven't posted a blog in forever! I think to alot but then I realize that I don't have anything great and clever to say. It's just like me, I talk alot but never say much. I realized the other day, a critical day in the fact that it could have drastically changed alot of things, that when I need to say how I really feel, I can't do it. I ( Read more... )

lyrics to "thick as thieves" by dashboard confessional....gosh it just speaks to me..i'll never be able to explain the hold it has over me ( Read more... )

So things have gotten better. Slowly. I figured out that there is no use in making myself feel bad and getting angry over things that I know deep down are pointless. Why make myself feel useless and unwanted because that is what I have been doing, it hasn't been anyone elses doing really, just my own. I get it, it's my own self-doubt that makes me ( Read more... )

Well I've just been doing a lot of analyzing and overthinking and I have came to the conclusion that I need to quit doing that. I need to start to just live life and enjoy where things lead and quit trying to control all aspects of my life because really what joy is there in that? I felt like I made a huge improvement in my life over the past few ( Read more... )

So I've been wanting to get a tattoo for a while now. I really want to get stars put on my feet. Well last night Ruth, her cousin Renee, and I all decided to get inked. We went off to a tattoo parlor and I just said to hell with it, I'm getting one on my shoulder. So I decided I just wanted the most plain, simple, heart outline I could get put on ( Read more... )

Alright so I got my computer fixed finally..well I don't know how fixed it really is, but it is working so that's a plus. So now I can ramble on and on here all the time. Yay ( Read more... )