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I GRADUATED FROM KVCC!!!!

Ok yes you're all probably just as confused as I was. Thinking, wait they told her in the Spring the week of graduation that she couldn't walk because she still  needed one more class.  So that's what I was doing, I signed up for that last class to take this fall. Well then the other day I got my diploma in the mail!!! I ( Read more... )

I just get so tired of feeling lost and as if no one is there to really quite understand exactly what it going on with me. The sad part is that I'm not sure it matters. I know I push people away but for once I would just like to not have to ask them to be. Lately it seems that I can't win no matter what I do, but I guess things can't always go my ( Read more... )

So once again my tendency to think the best of everyone and devote myself to them was my downfall.  I know that I jump and throw myself into people and attach and give myself to them entirely and I am always willing to give everything but as the pattern repeats, I get left with nothing but memories and what if's. It's always when I am certain and I ( Read more... )

So much has been going on...so much.

Last weekend I finally turned 21. I was anticipating it for months and months and it finally came..and went.  Ruth and Shaun threw me an awesome party with most of my good friends, we went out to the Texas Roadhouse where I had a fabulous dinner and drinks of course. The rest of the night was fun but it was ( Read more... )

Hooray. I just finished my last final exam for the semester. Yay. So I am off to go home and do something productive er something..  I will be coming back yet another semester, the fall, to KVCC. A fourth year at community college. Yippee. I really don't mind though I mean I know everything is working out the way it is supposed to and I know that ( Read more... )

So today I finally made sure to get out of work on time and rush to school to see a counselor. It's about damn time. Graduation is this weekend and I really needed to know if I was going to be participating or not. I already figured I wouldn't be taking part in the ceremony and all that since no one would come see me walk and it's too much money to ( Read more... )

So today is exactly one month until my 21st birthday. Yikes, so close it's scary. I am super excited though ( Read more... )

Good news for all of those who have been out of date on my life..

I was accepted into Central Michigan University. I still have to get into their college of education and school of music which will be ALOT of work but I feeling really good about it. I don't want to leave my friends and even maybe my family which is why I kept saying I wasn't sure if ( Read more... )

I have written a real entry in forever ( Read more... )