I am happy. My overall life is filled with hardships but I am happy. I have broken away from most things/people that have been plaguing are gone. I love most of my family. Jackson is the best thing that has ever happened to me. He is the first person that earned not just my love but unconditional love before he ever took his first gasp of air. At ( Read more... )

so from every angle of my world I am getting hit with huge maybe even life altering bombs. So where do i go the only place I know no one in the world will find my stuff. No one reads it because hey I haven't written here in 83 weeks. In those weeks I have come to many conclusions about my life. FIRST and foremost I miss....painfully miss my mind ( Read more... )

so, get ready because this will be long. AND joe um well i will punctuate here and there and occasionally look over to ask you how to spell certain words, although i don't wanna distract you and J from Marvel vs. CapCom 2. Fuck you all because at this moment you are talking about what you think I am writing on here and you are totally wrong. YOu ( Read more... )

OH god! Too much drama in my life. Let's see, there are the massive amounts of kids and strippers living at my house. My dad not only has had his wages garnished but now his liscense suspend for not showing up for court. Why you ask!!!!!!!! Well stripper whore can't pay for her own mistakes and dad cosigned on the apartment. (yes the stripper that ( Read more... )

:YOu know there is a difference between asshole's and drunks. Alot of drunks are assholes because their emotions come out through liquor, asshole's on the other hand let their drunk emotions come out on the wrong people for no reason at all, so my advice stear clear of the asshole's of life. BSU and drama drama drama i have lost faith in someone i ( Read more... )

fuck it you know, i am done, done trying to impress you done trying to make you happy, fuck it, i am sorry i am not perfect, and that i cannot do anything right in yours eyes but i am just me a person trying to live and excuse me for taking up some of you fucking precious air. YOu are right everything is my fault and i should just go shoot myself ( Read more... )

Missing Jake, Slap in the face when i first listened to the song "Jeannie's Diary." Its how i feel.

So while i sat with the boys at steak-n-shake tonight listening to matt's ipod, i realized that i am not through with abercrombie, but i am. I love the personality he displays despite the fact that people think he is nothing but a tool. It was the personality that matched mine to a tee. Sex was great, his face and body were outstanding, but the ( Read more... )

So last night was some bullshit drama, and then you know, i know this is live and i know some people in the situation will read it but i don't care cause this is my place to let it out. So i know that some people can't see the bad in others, but i can. I don't belive any of this and i believe that certain person is making huge mistake and its only ( Read more... )

So we had this plan, it all started on tuesday. Our plan was to stay up all day wednesday so we could go to sleep early and be well rested for kings island. Well i had been up since 2 pm on tuesday. I had the plan to be in bed by 8pm on wed, didn't get to bed till 1am thursday morning, but oh wait slap in the face, ring of the phone, i am suddley ( Read more... )