I'm Done ....... There is no point anymore. I will never no of anything going on so I might as well give up. Goodbye LJ I guess I will miss it but I doubt it. PEACE OUT!!!!!!!!!!

Cherish-
to hold dear : feel or show affection for my BooP

Engagement-the state of being engaged b: emotional involvement or commitment.

Marriage-
the state of being united to a person of the opposite sex as husband or wife in a consensual and contractual relationship recognized by law (2): the state of being united to a person of the same sex in a ( Read more... )

ha...i really wish my boop would comment me sometime or atleast talk to me about it. But its 12:45 and hopefully you will call me soon. Man i wish we could have seen each other today...but i guess it ok that we didnt.  Right now I am watching Batman begins...and im wanting to take back the bad things i said about him. He cant help that he was ( Read more... )

So I am going to go look for a job today...It is going to suck. This time I really have to think....do i really want to do that? I do not think money should be and issue as long as i like my job. Location is important but driving 20 minutes is not a big deal to me if I like what im doing. Overall I think today will be ok. I get to go to lunch with ( Read more... )

At about 8:10-15 My life was saved. I am so much happier now that words cant even express it. Soon everything will be awesome and I can not wait to see how much better it will be. To go from depressed to ultimate happiness in only seconds was almost overwhelming but it was awesome. "You mean the world to me" those words wont stop playing in the ( Read more... )

Hopefully everything will become better soon. But reading more makes me think otherwise. more than friends is what I wish has not to happen. And if it has I couldnt live with myself. You say you want to make everyone happy but your forgetting who you are hurting the most and that is me. Right now I think I might get some sleep but I doubt it. I am ( Read more... )

Wow it has been along time since ive posted. What can i say other than alot of crap has happened lately. I still have worry piercing through my head and that I feel like I'm not up to her expectations anymore Feeling like I have to fight to keep what I thought was set in stone so to speak. No worries or anything until these last few days and these ( Read more... )

MANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN I am so bored I havent got to be with my jennifer ALLLLLLLLLLL day. All i did was get a movie and then run errans for my mother. She made me pick up some food at crest and get a lottery ticket for her at shell. The day is not over so maybe it will get better.
well im off ....../

Hey gf...since your the only friend i have on here but its just fine with me. Just sitting at home and just finished 23...truely amazing i have to remember to bring it to my father in law today because he asked about it. earlier i filled my gas up for 2.62 a gallon which is decent. It came to 2o something dollars and some change.Later I get to go ( Read more... )

I feel That I need to start writing in this thing. I mean what is there to do when my gf isnt around....thats right nothing. I'm just sitting here watching some of number 23 before work. Really crazy movie that i wished i owned.  But enough about the movie thats lingering in my head. GF- Awesome as always and I can't stress that enough. Lately it ( Read more... )