My sister is really leaving...and there is nothing i can do :(
this is gonna be one of the hardest things i have gone through.

Another bday has come and gone...i feel so old haha
it was a good one, and i can't wait for the big party next weekend!

Im a horrible person...
i'm a bitch thats what it all boils down to.

Why is it the guys who think the world of me are the ones i run away from, but treat me like shit and i will chase after you...
i just don't understand why this felt so completely wrong.
I just want to be happy, is that to much to ask for in this life?

I don't understand...everything went really well but i still can't shake the feeling that it isnt right:-/ I kow i should have to try and talk myself into making it work so i won't. but its so weird, we got along great and there ae certain things about him that were perfect, but i have never had such a strong reaction to someone in my life...i ( Read more... )

he is almost here...it's now or never
wish me luck!

For basically my whole life there has alwasy been one person who i was never scared to go to wiht anything, who i knew would be there for me no matter what happened. I feel like the luckiest girl in the world becaus ei have such a truly amazing sister...and now she is leaving ( Read more... )

So kids, i finally went and got my nose pierced today! i love it! and it didnt hurt nearly as bad as i had heard. i had myself all kinds of psyched out about it.
im glad i (along with the other 10 or so college students there) spend financial aid on responsible things...like school :)

Don't you love how some people just can never leave well enough alone ( Read more... )

I had a total emotional breakdown yesterday...it was bad. apparently i can't go through 6 months of life with out one, but im strong and i have amazing friends and a sister who couldn't be better ( Read more... )

Alright sparky here's the deal, If you want to court the little lady you gotta be a straight shooter, do ya got it?