jesus, where to begin. i had a revelation about a month ago. i realized i wasn't so "hardcore" or anything else for that matter. I'm just a happy punk kid who happens to listen to some hardcore bands. i made sure i was going to stop forcing myslef to like bands. in fact i haven't even listened to much hardcore since than with the exception of ( Read more... )

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work alot this week. i need $75 by friday. i'll have to borrow it. didn't speak to alicia yesterday. worked alot. possibly work on friday if i don't see alicia. i'd rather see alicia. but she's going to the city with adam on saturday so i don't think her parents will let her on a count of her having to study. gee, isn't it funny how adam starts ( Read more... )

i would like to inform you that "give up the ghost dropped off the tour" as i was told by anthony race. however in order to kep pthe show from being cancelled attempts are being made to contact bane.

oh my god. the new alkaline trio album is utterly fantastic. i was goin to write a whole analyzation of every song but i'll just some it up ( Read more... )

i have been on an alkaline trio high as of late. i really need more of their albums. i'm watching a live set right now. soo good. so yes anyway. i wrote this in my alk trip. it was going to a sweet song but it turned into a sardonic, schizophrenic, romance song. i want to use it for the all star game ( Read more... )

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i found out last night that someone very important to me is not happy. not un happy with me, or anyone in particular but unhappy. there were no tears, but it was definately a serious matter. to sit and feel like there is nothing you can do about it but hope. you are with out a doubt one of the greatest people we have ever met.

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variety show wasn't that bad. friday night was better. on staurday they made us cut a song. we had a $350 bill at ruby tuesdays. i was very suprised at the compliments i got for my crazy showmanship. yet, no one actually complimented my musicianship. hmmm. i have a welt on my shoulder from swinging my bass around. fun times. i'm sooo fucking ( Read more... )