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i dont know why he does what he does, how he does what he does or anything about what he does. i dont get it what so ever, but the big guy is fucking crazy and i like it. well, not really, but id rather deal with it than not. afterall, pascal made an excellent point. if only i could let go of false optimism and let go of my hopes. then id be alot ( Read more... ) -
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so i just got back from dropping off some notes from my last econ class to my buddy nick who happens to live in the same apartment complex as amber. i passed by her apartment the first time and didnt notice anything out of the ordinary. on my second pass on my way out i noticed a certain someone's car parked outside her place. it was him, her ex ( Read more... ) -
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Its been a really really long while since I was on this thing. Lets see, should I do the recap of events over the last few months? Well, ups and downs, a really really really great UP and then another black hole into this. This just sucks. Its nothing new, its something that has happend before and will always keep happening. Its funny, we're all ( Read more... ) -
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girls dont want the right guy. girls want to be treated like shit and put through drama. they dont want to be treated right, they want a six pack anda 10"dick. fuck women. i hope nothing but the worst for them. im tired of it. being the good guy. being the guy they can talk to about anything but never being good enough. fuck them. -
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note to self.....do NOT read Vanity of the World when already depressed. damn you shoepenhaur. -
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i dont know what im doing. just put a few prayers in for me please, i need it. thank you. -
Just to be frank....
fuck.....there really isnt much more i can really say to explain the hell i have been going through for the past few weeks. :)....and im fuckin insane now and not in the funny "hoo-ha!" crazy. Im seriously going to be seeing a therapist when i get home, my mind is totally fucked and im trying to understand what the hell it is god wants from me. ( Read more... ) -
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Philly is odd. Im not gonna lie, I think it would be great to go back to work in san antonio making great money and being with friends. But this is where i need to be right now, so here i am ( Read more... )