had some indian food tonight.....a bit gasy ( Read more... )

Anger? Angst? Sure, call it what you will or want, but its alive and thriving in my mind. Ive never felt as frustrated as I do now. Not in the mood for sympathy, just whiskey. I feel like putting an entire pack of cigarettes in my mouth, lighting them and taking the biggest breath I can. Im too polite and Im too nice. What, do you want someone who ( Read more... )

I dont know what the hell is going through this girl's mind. She totally denied me and took the time to rip out my heart, throw it on the ground and spit in my eyes with the acid of a demon ( Read more... )

not really, just keeping you uptodate on Chicago. It is awesome.

so i leave to chicago in a few hours and have yet to pack, good times.
i never seem to have the right words at the right time, or i have the right words, but its the wrong time, or its the right time but i have the bad words.
i give up.

im with krytel is the greatest person in the world i love her to death. seriopus.

well, i guess i just suck at life. nice guys are worthless because all they do is make a comparison that never means anything. i give up.

but i have to write one more.
I learned that my dearest friend of 18yrs is going to be a dad. Here's to you, Dustin.
Cheers.

Just got a call from the Ballibay Opera........Ive got a job in Philly This summer for 7 weeks. Life is so great right now. Too bad its gonna turn to shit eventually.

slowly but surely. I am very confused on alot of things right now. I dont know how to react to anything that is said or done. Its like im in a coma whenever she speaks ( Read more... )