so yeah i have been reall y hurttin for money. and was applying every which where. so i get a call from my friends dad and ask me if i am still looking for a job. i told him yes and he said well how would you like to make ten dollers an hour paking peoples shit for them. i was like hells yes. now i make more than i would at hot dog on a stick or ( Read more... )

Thank god for a jeff ( Read more... )

so yeah i havent posted in a while because there is really nuthing great to post about. except today is my last day of school i finshed my last packets and turned them in. i am now compleatly done with highschool...well semi, till i walk which is june 11th for those who want to attend that care. all i have to say is, thank you to every one who had ( Read more... )

On may the 11th 2004, i had a long conversation with ashleigh and well we/i came to the conclusion that we just cant be friends, and that we tottaly became to different people, it was me growing from her, it was more over her not needing me any longer. so yesterday at around 5 o'clock pm we said good by, we have gone our own way, and i just hope ( Read more... )

Wow my life just took a vary dramatic 18O degrees. My feelings are with two people, one was resent and the other is like a year long on off thing. but my feelings are comming back at a rapid pace. I recived a Phone call today, saying that i got another chance, and at the same time i was with the other. a hard choice to make... a vary hard choice to ( Read more... )

who would have thought waiting is so hard to do. I am falling so deep in to depression and am starting to see black. The whole is so big i can't find my way around to navigate. When I dropped her heart, i all so dropped mine. and i have to wait for a letter before i can decide how to piece back my life and figure how and what i am going to do with ( Read more... )

So this guy goes to this bar at some fancy hotel. goes in, sits down, and asks the bar keep for a stiff drink. the bartender bring him his drink. the gentalmen next to him quietly asks, "do you know the date sir." the man answers with, "it is may the third." the gentalmen looks at the man with such excitment that he tells the man, "every year on ( Read more... )

As i sit an wait i can't do anything but cry. i have cryed so much it just hurts, nothing comes out it just, just hurts. that up hill roller-coaster has just dropped to a four-G turn and barrel-roll. the kind when you flip and cross and your stomach does the same thing and then you just throw everything up. the wait for this phone call is so ( Read more... )

dying is so easy, so why can't i die? it would just make everything so much more how do you say.....*sigh*, helpful. i haven't experianced that much pain in my intire life, in the course of a single night. i hate being alive some one help me by ending it. thanx :-D.

me and jeff are some sad lil pupps let me tell you. so we get this bright idea... "Lets drink away our sorrow." so... we did :-D. and we didn't do it alone either. it all strated with a simple hello and mom can you get us some tall cans. so there we are, me and jeff all alone with four cans of 211 steel reserve. So i say, "hey lets call our dearest ( Read more... )