did anybody ever read hank the cow-dog?

why paul is so greaT- text messages sent in moment of my insane craziness ( Read more... )

i guess you should just always trust yourself when things don't feel right. the bad thing is timing. timing is just really such a bitch. i mean think of the things in your life that if you had know a minute detail only seconds or minutes or days earlier, how different things would be. i'm so tired of being this other person, but now i don't even ( Read more... )

tell me one simple thing that made you happy today, or if you weren't happy, one thing that would have.

i sat on that bench by the bus stop all day and cried like a fool over you, yeah i listened to all that music you made fun of out of rattling headphones and cried my damn dependent heart out and my confused little brain ran in circles trying to figure out what went wrong or how it could be fixed and i concluded over and over again that life was ( Read more... )

Sam threw rocks at my window on thursday nights, and i krept out the window and shimmied down the roof to him, silenced the dogs, and he took my hand as we practically skipped down the dirt road to the river bank, where we'd wake up the next morning and run back to our houses, where i hoped i'd be every friday morning for the rest of my life ( Read more... )

goodd. the weird ways of love ( Read more... )

the purple cloth over the cross flapped angrily in the wind as we walked by the big methodist church, tired and dirty, at two a.m. on some holiday we tried to forget about. my hair was slapping me in the face as i battled the gusts, and i looked at the cross only briefly and then looked away--the sight of that church always made me feel guilty. ( Read more... )

I knew that when she finished that cigarette and finally turned from the window where she was hiding her disgusted look she’d reach into the console and grope for gum. She smoked for the same reason she did most things, to give her something to do. On this trip we weren’t talking because I’d been tired and not said much from the beginning, and ( Read more... )

god, i'm just so glad things are finally calming down a little around here. never has a break been so anticipated. i wish i had more time to read and write stuff that i wanted to, ugh. but i guess that'll come later. i'm sorry i've been such a neglectful friend paul, i promise i'll fill you in soon. it's just been insane. class tonight until 9 ( Read more... )