i got into tulane, again.
i get to see dale in 12 days.
my computer is dying.
there are new york times clippings all over my floor.
i never put the tops back on anything.
TULANE. what the hell

man, people need to chill!

ok this is funny. on the door of wal mart stall:
"wal mart rocks! if wal mart doesn't have it, you don't need it!"

i feel like i am walking around in the middle of a bubble more and more often, an outside observer to the strange quirks of humanity more than a player. the flux of ideas and movement of people, the living zoo we walk around in every day becomes more and more interesting, things that we take for granted are suddenly miracles of the human species. ( Read more... )

so i'm ready to let it all out, this is raw and unadultarated fact. i love love and i hate how i am and i want all of this to stop now now now and i am tired of thinking and i am tired of the same thoughts and i am tired of thinking of you all the time all the time all the time i am thinking of you and things can't go on when i am thinking like ( Read more... )

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hm well let's see. i am a pretty broken hearted little girl right now, and i can't write because it always ends up being about the same thing, same situation, same people. also, interestingly enough, this is the first time i can ever remember feeling just sad, not sad and mad, or sad and lonely, but just plain, pure, cry-your-eyes out sad. it would ( Read more... )

i think what i hate about this place is that things i completely forgot matttered suddenly matter again. not to me, but to everyone else. haircuts, who's dating who, what kind of car so and so has, what a huuuggee slut so and so is, who was drunk, who kissed, yatta yatta yatta. i wonder if these people will be stuck like this forever. i mean, it ( Read more... )

please be my friends. come visit, anyone!

in the car i looked out the window and asked myself "how did i get here" and blurred through the answer like a little kid does when they are reading a long name in a book. and i did it for the same reason too--i was riding along in the story, couldn't be slowed by minor details, didn't want the name to dissapoint me and not fit the noise i'd made ( Read more... )