"just like anything else, the more you put into life, the more you'll get out of it. you have to let go and let that tide carry you."

i forgot how much i love dancing.

guys...
i communicated tonight.
successfully.
WHAT???
i know.
i fuckin' know.
mad props to me.

so tracey.
so allie.

let's get tipsy and love each other [in fort collins?].
i'm off on fridays and saturdays.
i work at 1pm on tues/thurs,
so mon/wed nights are good too.

WHEN??

today i sat on green tattered cover carpet and read neruda and cummings.
they satiate my soul.

i'm not writing poetry right now.
so.

i almost pulled the car over and made my passenger promise not to break my heart.
but i decided against it.

also, i adore being a top.

i had the best date of my entire life this morning.

in the event that both you and i are in new relationships,
((i'm just dating, but whatever. commitment is confining))

do you wanna make a bet about whose "relationship" will last longer?

whoever loses has to buy the other hummus or mcdonalds. :) :) :)

what say you?

OH NO!!!!!!!!!!!
shit, shit, SHIT.

god DAMMIT!!!!!!!

guys.... i had a great time on a date tonight.

FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I tremble
They're gonna eat me alive
If I stumble
They're gonna eat me alive

Can you hear my heart beating like a hammer?
Beating like a hammer?
Help, I'm alive, my heart keeps beating like a hammer
Hard to be soft
Tough to be tender

Come take my pulse, the pace is on a runaway train
Help, I'm alive, my heart keeps beating like a hammer
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spiritual, adjective
1. of, relating to, or affecting the human spirit or soul as opposed to material or physical things.

i attended goddess night with my beautiful friend tessa on monday.
about 15 women (i was the youngest) got to know each other over
a raw food dinner. then we migrated to a huge room, lit by a
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