why am i upset about something that happened so long ago? i should let it go i suppose. i can't seem to though. maybe better than letting it go is to resolve it. but how? i don't think there's anything that can be said that would resolve it for me. ewww. that means i have to resolve it myself. dang.

total and complete confusion.
do i keep my mouth shut?
do i inquire?
do i do what my heart wants or do i stand up for what is right?

why can i not get a handle on my personal life? i'm miserable and i think it's mostly self-inflicted ( Read more... )

does that president on that twenty dollar bill down there remind anyone else of conan o'brien?

weird.

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how does this keep happening? i don't know if i just forget or what but every time it hits me, it's heartily depressing.
what the hell am i going to do?

"love looks not with the eyes, but with the mind, and therefore is winged cupid painted blind. nor hath love’s mind of any judgment taste- wings and no eyes figure unheedy haste ( Read more... )

it is the itch that will not subside no matter how much you scratch. the headache that persists no matter the amount of advil. the stomach ache that will not be appeased no matter the offering ( Read more... )

just a few little words and suddenly i'm back in business. how did i ever let myself get so bogged down again?
doesn't matter. it's all so clear now.

but i don't think she's right. i certainly understand why she would think that though. hmm. maybe we'd have to define "bad" in order to say whether she's right or wrong.

damn, i sure hope she's not. that would suck.