THE ULTIMATE SILENCE
October 12, 1998


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the internet/computers suck ass because it completely depersonalizes people. people think they are all tough and shiat, because they arent face to face with people. blah blah blah, i'll stop wasting your time.

school is piecing together nicely...the only problem i'm having is the pain in my skull. these headaches haven't gone away in a few days...bastards.

this weather is crap. it is too early for constant rain. i hate the dreariness of clouds, and the coldness of rain. i think i have S.A.D.

enlighten yourself.

hmm...well. first week of school is over, and history kicked my ass today. it was so amazing. mr. dodds is my savior. he has given me the inspiration to actually do something with this life, instead of just wasting it.

one thing i dont like about our school is the grade 9 population. three words: rude, ignorant fucks.

after an entire summer of anti-excitement, I had the weekend of supreme relaxment. the trip to galiano was so chill, and the view from the mountain was breath-taking. i've come to the conclusion that i really dont like smoking alot of weed, i feel too stupid. i wish so badly i had gotten a ticket for Sam Roberts, and the Killers opening up for them ( Read more... )

Hah, like a knight in the medieval ages, hopefully and unendingly in love with a women already spoken for. Nonetheless, he keeps up his gallant hopes and dreams, never ending the beautiful dream...

what to do with this life...what a shame i was born in this age...i hate our society. i hope i live to see the day were our deprived lives are cleansed and we are allowed to live free, as we should. i love everyone...but nobody loves me the way i need...i cannot help but sit and think...and occasionally let a tear fall. i try,and succeed...but it ( Read more... )

Fuck! I can't even believe this. This life that I've been given is so unbelievably strange. I'm sure everyone's lives are strange. Too bad we aren't all just like animals so we could live in harmony with the world, and not have to feel all this painful emotions.

ok, time to up-date. what has happened in the last week and a half? calm down, and i'll tell you a tale. good times with the dinks, that's for sure. warped tour was the most random, yet awesome adventure i've had by myself in so long. NoFX, Atmosphere, The Vandalls, holy crap it was soo good.

breath the clouds, and think of the beauty of you.
you are so pretty.

smile.