I have been obsessing over my weight for over a year now.

Right now I weigh 162.
I used to weigh 245.
I got down to 155. (Scary)

Thats all.

Im starting to gain weight slowly and Im starting to freak out about it. I am scared Ill get all fat again. My girlfriend is worried about her weight too but she's perfect.

I really hate myspace.com ( Read more... )

I am getting ready to let my two Cold Stones go adn move on to two new ones. I am going to be running Solana Beach adn La Jolla as of February 8th. Its gonna be a time. I think it will be a fun time.

I have decided to leave California on seriously short notice. Like one day notice. I just don't want to be here anymore.

Goodbye.

I wanted to get into a fight with oncoming traffic last night and I didn't want to win.

Had a fight.
It made me think.
I have given up on anger.
Wasted Emotion.

I constantly do the wrong thing at the right time.
Stop.

Went to Vegas.

Won an Award.

Rode a Roller Coaster.

Pretended to be gay and asked the Bellagio housekeeping staff to bring me and Micheal a Loofah.

Got really drunk every night of the trip.

Came home.

Got Evicted.

The last three days have been amazing.

The start of a relationship is always the most awesome.

Im happy right now, but I am also hungry and broke.

Someone send me lots of money.

If you are going to leave a comment on my page leave your name. I'm tired of anonyomous posts.

Im bad at what Im aiming for.

I lock up and freeze and let the moment slip away.

I look away and say wrong things when all I want is her.

Im slowly going insane from my own wrong moves.

Someone told me they don't like it when I talk about sex. It made me feel weird.

Just when you think its going to get better.......It fucking gets worse.

Someone told me not to act like a badass today. I said, "You don't know me too well."