i don't really know why humans insist on having specific days of the year to celebrate some ( Read more... )

have a happy fucking christmas, i suppose~

jesus am i really that kind of person that people
just automatically assume to have a constant stash of green on them
at all times?

i haven't smoked out for a month.
quit asking me, broseph.

it seems in recent memory, as every christmas goes by ( Read more... )

i feel sick.
i hate being home why am i here?

i hate this time of year; i always feel like
utter shit.
i feel the urge to do summat, but i don't know what.
not scratch or anything, i think.

more like throwing up until i pass out, or just leaving everything i know.
oh god how badly i want to go.

1 corinthians 13:4
1 corinthians 16:14

xxx

i feel curiously blank lately.

and now that i'm home for about a week, i'll probably go insane again.
i wasn't even home for an hour and mum was harping on me.
it just makes me so.
idk.

like i said; curiously blank.

happy birthday spotstar <3 i sowwy i missed reunion btw. weather -____-

lately, more and more often i've been thinking about just ( Read more... )

men1) you told me i am the most important person in your life. i almost showed you my scars tonight ( Read more... )

i think the best thing that i do in a
day is when i slip into the tub and lay back listening
to my heart beat.

xxx

"ami, are you okay? i've noticed
that your sleeping patterns have gone from like,
normal to completely owlish."

"mhmmm; it's just something i do."

"oh okay, nothing's wrong? dan and i are kind of worried."

"no worries, i'll level ( Read more... )