ok.....the ban on computer has lifted. i am now free to do whatever i want but sadly i think i'm converting to myspace. i'll still comment but it will be sporadic(whatever that means). so lets say bye to everyone. i'll still see most of you around school. chris i'm glad i met you. natalie and the hillers.....i won't see you but i think you quit lj ( Read more... )

hey, im no longer allowed on computer baecause my mom thinks im the one who gave her laptop a virus. im only allowed to go on my email and charge my ipod. im not supposed to be doing this right now but its not really wrong unless you get caught. anyway im only going to be able to comment and update on weekends and whenever i think i can get away ( Read more... )

oh my fucking god! whoever the hell said history repeats itself was right. i really liked a person and they semi-broke my heart and then i liked them a lot again and the same thing happened. i fell for it again. i need to stop being an optimist and thinking oh this is great maybe things have changed. ah, fuck the world. im not sad this time just ( Read more... )

the semi was fun, i actually ended up going with laura casey which involves a long story including crying(not me of course), slow dancing through the YMCA, finding out something, and of course my own incredible wit and charm. i hope your ok ( Read more... )

well i learned a certain piece of information. i had pretty much guessed it but i needed to know it for sure. better to get on with life i guess. im trying to be happy but i feel to pessimistic. damnit curt be happy. oh this'll help. now on to the good news and i swear im not on drugs. after reading this you'll think i am but im not ( Read more... )

i guess im fine now pretty much. total control. no more freakish emotional outbreaks.....ok, only a couple. maybe it was a mistake and i shoulda been a little more cautious. but what the hell, its more fun to leap before you look, shoot first ask questions later, whatever anyway. thats always been my way ( Read more... )

The world is Technicolor, not black and white. Keep extreme positions in check and regain perspective. Contrary to what you think, nothing is really out of whack. Recognizing your preoccupations will allow you to let go of them and chill out ( Read more... )

really happy and excited as usual to really sad in one im conversation. =(

i watched the life of brian and it was awesome. as good as the meaning of life ( Read more... )

HAPPY KWANSA!!!!! or merry christmas for you non-blacks! haha, seriously, find some hot chicks and some mistle-toe or go get drunk off eggnog!