here i am at the beginning again. it seems like it started all over, i hate having to go on but i know i must. listening to the songs that remind me of the first time. memories so fuzzy, my dream remains unchanged but i get nowhere. i always wait. no matter how far you feel away i know that your their, lim just ying to forget my lonliness. ive ( Read more... )

hey rachel give me a call tomarrow around 4 or ill call you we should hang out, i wont be able to see you on your b-day when you'll no longer be a teenager :(

hey Rachel drop me a line if your around this weekend it would be awesome to hang out wit you, also im going down south for sprind break if you wanted to hitch a ride ttyl

today was one of the best days i have had in a long while. its odd because nothing outstanding occured but everything just seemed to fit perfectly. so i woke up feeling ok went to work where ben was the manager so that rocked. no bitchy customers got shit dont thier. got off work and went to hang with davis. along the way called up the other bob ( Read more... )

well time is going by fast. so funny how little time matters unless you waiting of going somewhere. work and school are going pretty well just thier making time go fast as hell, i finally wrote a new song. this one is great cause its simple and good. its just one of those thing by change the effects/distortion and tempo you can change what type of ( Read more... )

so i watched butterfly effect. and damn man thats was a fucking awesome movie. asskunt (aston kutcher) can act, and some how well. going into the movie i joke if something fucked up didnt happen in the movie within 30 minutes i was walking out. so i waited about five minutes and well looks like i was staying for the duration of the movie. dont ( Read more... )

i just wish i didnt care...

why is it whenever you have something to tell a person the situation doesnt allow for it. you know what you want to say and you know it is true you are saying. but when the clarity leaves the words are lost for the listener. i just hope things wont degenerate, i just hope we can still be friends. its just this pain in my chest the nausea in my ( Read more... )

yea today i worked which was ok. got to leave early, then i went to game night. something i have not done in quite awhile. i was fun, mad fun. wish it wasnt a monthly thing but ohwell. so i start school on monday thats gunna be weird. funny i have a hard time talking anymore. like actually talking not mindles repeating the going ons of my life to ( Read more... )

seems this whole year went by so quick. weird thing happened today my band sortof broke up. i say sortof because it seems so halfway. this how im told it broke down. drummer guy jon thought my atitude wasnt serious enougth so he said he was done but would still play with us, but we werent going to play any of his songs. kinda weird cause he left ( Read more... )