oh and i since i wont be using this journal i changed my icon ( Read more... )

ok this journal is now DEAD. ill leave it open but from now on im posting in crimson_staind

remember that.

i now know why they call it high grain alcohol. it burns like a mother fucker and when youer tognue isnt numb anymore iy tstes like grain or wheat. it made me want to puke. i even tried to. its 153 grain which means about 53.6 % alcohol by voume i think. it knocked me on my ass ( Read more... )

how do you know if you blacked out? ive been feeling weak and sickly and i was thinking about everything and theres just this period of which i cant remember for about 15 minutes. my nerves are fried. i feel so sick and i know i need to eat but theres no wayt i could stomach it. im in a stupor. i stumbled into the wall not to long ago. its like im ( Read more... )

i wont be on for a long long time. currently its indeffinite. IF i ever find anything out than ill post but i dont think you ll be seeing me on here until about feb and thats at the least ( Read more... )

im going to kill that dog. im sure none of you really want to know this but i now have a hole on my boxers on the left leg part. the dog is a freak i sware. first he takes my dirty socks (only dirty mind you not the clean ones) and now my boxers. damn dog. i think its michael jackson in the form of a dog. really white and has strange fetishes. i ( Read more... )

ok so today was semi eventful ( Read more... )

i want to publicly appologize to everyone for being a total ass and i apologize to brittney for what i said and how i said it and most importantly for publicly humiliating her before everyone else ( Read more... )

im so screwed. not liike oh well chap try again screwed but screwed the fuck up might as well crawl up and die screwed. i finally managed to get amy away from me (she went with her mom) and when i went to kay's they had every birthstone ring in white gold except of course-- august. not only did they not have it but its not scheduled for their next ( Read more... )

current mood: energetic/waiting/hopeful/pissed the fuck off ( Read more... )