I AM OFFICIALLY 18 YEARS OLD!!!!!

Another day at work down.... one more to go and im done for the weekend. tomorrow imma gonna have my own station so this it'll be interesting. Today i actually had to work compared to yesturday. Krystal and i did pretty good as a team, she actually let me carry the trays back and forth bring in the food pick up their orders vs. yesturday with Sean ( Read more... )

wow... today was a very melancholy day for me. It made me think though. today a very well respected and good hearted teacher passed away of cancer. I never knew her nor have i ever met her or heard about her, but a sudden burst of sadness still came over me when i saw the effect it had on everyone around me. I've never seen my teacher, whom i ( Read more... )

ahhh! things are so crazy with school! its my fault i know. ahhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i have the work i have everything. i just can't seem to put my feet back on the ground. omg make it stop! blah. i just needed to get that off my chest. those of you who are in my classes.... can i have the hw i've missed over the past week? thanx. aloha!

hmm... haven't updated this thing in a long while. Well i went back to tkd on saturday. I was welcomed back on the team... and believe it or not, i really missed it. Although, i personally think its a bad idea for me to go to a competition this soon. I've been out of the competition team for 4 months and he expects me to be ready in two weeks. ( Read more... )

They're telling me if i face my fear and ignore it, it will go away and leave me alone. But its like everytime i do try to ignore it and try to be brave it finds some way to get my attention. It wants something from me and i don't know what it is and its scaring me because it gets worse day after day. i just want it to go away!

eh... yay the week is almost over. school has been absolute hell! you know what i hate most? here i am working my ass off trying to get all this hw done and turning them in and still getting low grades, then here these people don't do a damn thing and have A's. How does someone do absolutely no work and still maintain an A? i mean they have a zero ( Read more... )

This weekend didn't turn out too bad. Saturday skipped tkd again. i think im gonna quit the competition team and the demo team(again). I mean i'll be no use to them once im off to college, might as well enjoy the little time i have left of my senior year and have fun other than spend all my time at tkd. I mean don't get me wrong, i love tae kwon do ( Read more... )

Well i got the front window replaced... but now i have to fix the rearview mirror because its broken so i have to get a new one. uhh that's not including fixing the body of the car then repainting it... then i have to fix my door on the driver's side cuz the handle is broken and it won't open anymore. it just never ends!

well its a day after the accident. i didn't get any sleep last night. i had the worst nightmares. I'd keep waking up hoping this all didn't happen but then find out it did. I couldn't go to school today since everything was in my car which was stuck in ft. meyers still. But today i got to have my baby back, can't say im happy because everytime i ( Read more... )