So here I am looking at starting over...hmm what a scary prospect. Im beginning to think that somewhere along the way Ive lost who I am or more that Ive lost a piece of me that makes me who I am. It seems that whatever it is that I try to do is doomed to failure. I wonder if thats a sign...at anyrate my life has deteriorated into a miasma of ( Read more... )

Im lost,and weeping
my heart has stopped beating
my breath comes now in shallow pants,
Im crying,no fighting,slowly dying
my incredible loss knows no bounds
Im not hiding,its blinding
I see no end to the sorrow Ive found.

He watches as she slips farther and farther away.

Bleeding, broken, it hurts on the inside ( Read more... )

Slowly it becomes slightly better; with a touch,with a look,a smile or a word...will it continue or will it break. Only Time can it reveal. But I wait on a shining thread, stuck fast by the love I feel, and the promise of hurt if it fails.

Smiles see my myspace page as that I dont use this much anymore, Drkangelmemnoch@hotmail.com

Yeah Im on myspace now so if you want to find out whats up or to contact me thats the best way. Search Correy or drkangelmemnoch@hotmail.com

So yes I am still alive...if not barely. I am so far more or less content and despite that I am looking for a bettr worth while job I have no complaints. My son is growing like a well watered weed and can you belive it he is almost a year old! Where does the time go ( Read more... )

So I am trying to get online more and more but it seems noone but a select few are even posting anymore...that makes me sad but I will still keep checking and dropping random posts.