So I am now a member of the armed forces for good or ill I am now in the army and I am going to be trained as a health care specialist. ~smiles~ I am very excited and very proud and cannot wait to begin this new and exciting chapter in my live.

Correy va à la maison où il appartient.

Correy tombe dans l'amour avec elle.

why is it so painful ( Read more... )

What have I become ( Read more... )

What am I doing ( Read more... )

So hmm how do I feel...I dont know exactly how to describe how I feel except for the word ok...Im not happy, yet I am not sad entirely either. Its strange how emotions can be so complex and folded. I know that what ever hope that I had in me is totally dead now. I know that whatever sliver of optimism that I had is now gone...wow Ive become cynical ( Read more... )

It has come to my attention that I may be a little more broken than I perhaps thought...thats not to say that I am not ok, but more that I havent been paying attention to whats inside of me as apposed to whats going on around me. Im partially to blame for this,and I know that I can fix it now that I have identified the source but hmm...when you've ( Read more... )

So I am moved and settled(relatively) and now dont know what to do with myself. I do know that I am not unhappy but that I am not all together fine either. Im in a strange new place and I cant remember the last time that I was single and its fun and scary all at the same time. I know Im not ready to date yet, and am not looking but it is time for ( Read more... )

So Im moving out this weekend...its too hard and painful to stay.

::watches all his hopes and dreams fade::