A bit of honesty ( and a bit long)

[drkangelmommy]

I want to write so you understand and I want to say I had to take a deep breath before writing this. I sat in my class tonight and watched a video (the second half) about a kid with downs syndrome. Not many people truly understand what it's like to teach special education. And as I wanted to gripe about my life I realized (as I always do and

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[disturbedbass13]

Tina just happen to be coming over. She was not the reason I said I was busy.

My mom was making dinner, and I told her I would eat with them. Cheri was not around, so it was a family dinner.

You say family always comes first. And yet I'm supposed to drop my family's dinner plans to talk to the girl that dumped me? Love the... what'd you call them? Double standards?

And "You moved on while I sat on the sidelines going, WTF just happened and what have I done?". Moved on? Are you kidding? I'm crazy about you. Do you know how much I'm hurting right now?

I'm not sure why Scott dislikes me so much. Or why he decided to twist whatever words I said into saying that about Gabe. I love Gabe. I feel like he's a son to me. I do not just nag him. He felt(/feels) like a son. I was just trying to be a dad.

If you would like to discuss things in a civil, in-person manner, let me know.

[drkangelmommy]

People do not just HAPPEN to come over. That's fucking bullshit.

and no, I don't expect you to break dinner plans, I expect you to TELL me that, "I'm sorry I have to have dinner with my family tonight."

And Scott doesn't dislike you. He has to live with me, and work with me, he's taking my side. That's it. Just like all your friends are doing with you. Now do you fucking get it?

[disturbedbass13]

I didn't mean that. I meant those were plans that could easily have been broken.

I didn't want you to feel left out from the "family" dinner. Thats why I didn't say that.

[drkangelmommy]

Whatever, Derek.

[she_isnt_yours]

Yeah, been here, done that. *Hugs*
If you need anything, let me know.