I'm arrogant about literature and not because I've read a gazillion books (which I have) or that I just "get" literature (even though I do), but because I love it so much that I feel I should be able to instill that love in other people. Which of course, always fails. I remember Aaron always asking me if I've seen this movie or that movie and I ( Read more... )

I went to the cardiologist yesterday. Can't say it put me in a good mood. My right ventricle is in trouble. The walls of the right ventricle are thickening. Normally this isn't so bad because the left ventricle is responsible for giving blood to the whole body, however, the right provides blood to ...you got it..my lungs. Since I've had such a ( Read more... )

Found a condo! WHOOO!

I move on Monday. I'm so fucking excited! AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH YEAH.

It's so adorable too, I'll take pictures.

I hate fucking pieces of shit asswipes with nothing better to do than fucking pick fights with small people just to make their pathetic excuse of an existence feel better about themselves. I seriously don't understand and now I'm going to annihilate him with fucking words here because this dude deserved a fucking punch in the face, a knee in the ( Read more... )

I'm home. My heart is free. My hair is free. My anxiety is quiet and my face is in a permanent smile. I may have left Iowa, but my heart never did. This is where I belong. I got a text from a friend asking when I would be returning home. I said - I am home. There is a lightness here. The air is free and the clouds cover like blankets ( Read more... )

Here's my new tattoo!


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Will not write about how broken I am. I will not write about what happened. I can't. Not yet. Probably never ( Read more... )

You saw this entry in my other journal... I'm reposting for you ( Read more... )

Once upon a time, in a far away land, far far away there lived a Prince and a Princess. They met and they fell in love. Not knowing what the Princess held in her very palms she shoved away this love as worthless and not worth her time. Sticking her nose in the air and accepting the pitiful attempts at her hand she realized one day that the love ( Read more... )

I haven't written in awhile. I've been afraid of logging onto my LJ for fear of what might possibly be vomited out. I desperately need a shower because I just got home from the pool with Gabey. My arm is killing me because some fat kid in the pool jumped on me and landed on my arm while I was under water. I've had the last few weeks from hell ( Read more... )