this is actually happening.

what the fuck. why does everything have to be complicated? why can't we just be friends in the future? why does there need to be some big plan with me put in it somewhere? why do we have to know right now? why does college ruin things like this? why is everything so dramatic? why do i suck?

fuck this. 

so what now? what the hell am I supposed to do now?
I need you. You are my anchor. MY partner in crime.
what do I do now?

don't let this happen. this can't happen. it's not fair.

my life is a train wreck right now. two wakes in one week, drama, drama, drama. we're on a roll. i guess you just never know what life has in store for you. i can't even imagine hearing news like that, and then having to stand next to the casket-closed or open and have every single person hug you or shake your hand to remind you of what happened. ( Read more... )

so about that whole senior thing...yeaaaahh...

my god it's so beautiful when the boy smiles.

The show must go on
The show must go on
Inside my heart is breaking
My make-up may be flaking
But my smile still stays on

2nd Annual Family Bowling Tournament today.

Gutta Balls win again.
my family parties harder than yours.

needed to tell someone.
please continue with your day.

best weekend ever.
next weekend might just top it though.