So.. It's been about 5 years since I last posted/visited livejournal. Nobody ever gets on here anymore so I won't write much but here's a little update. I now have my own house.. A man that loves me unconditionally.. A 2 year old son and another boy due in a few weeks. Life has crazy twists and turns but in the end things seem to work out for the

Yes another sad entry.. so If you don't want to listen to my pathetic crying then don't read no further!!! Okay.. so here goes.. I've been this big ball of emotions here lately.. and I can't really control the way I feel. I try from day to day to let things go but somehow things come out when you least expect it. I am not the happy outgoing ( Read more... )

hey there.. well I guess I will post a journal.. yea an actual journal! School is ending and with it is ending many friendships that have been made. Yea I am pretty sad cause I feel like I am loseing around 200 friends. I know I will keep in touch with some friends but others.. will never be seen again. I am really hurt inside thinking I have ( Read more... )

Sooooo.. Well I havne't seen livejournal in sooo long!! I decided I would update.. since I haven't in a long time. Well what's been happening with me? Just about everything you could imagine. I have been trying to plan for my future.. deciding where to start nursing school.. dealing with stress at home.. loving my boyfriend very much.. trying ( Read more... )

Hey there.. I know I haven't updated in a long time but well my computer has went to shit and I just don't get online much. I am doing okay still.. a lot of crap has happened to basically ruin my relationship with my gramma but hopefully things will get worked out. My relationship with my boyfriend could not be any better.. looks as if he is my ( Read more... )

Another update: It's days like today.. all I can remember is sad sad memories of what was. Thanksgiving is never the same to me.. without my grandfather.. nothing is the same. My gramma is talking about getting re-married this summer.. all I want to do is cry.. yea I am glad for her finding someone she can be happy with but as far as me accepting ( Read more... )

Happy Halloween!!!!!

Hey there.. I know I don't update very often anymore.. but things aren't the same anymore for me.. all of my feelings are put into poetry.. mostly about the one person I can never get off my mind.. My BABY!!  I have been asked to update more again so I will try.  Lets see today has been GREAT.. woodwind ensemble cancelled then ( Read more... )

well.. today went alright.. still a lot on my mind but hopefully that will all get resolved next week!! I got to be a little kid and finger paint.. heeeee!! You all know that it was fun.. yes you that was with me!! Damn boredom set in a few minutes ago.. I'm feelin sleepy.. got a headache.. like a bad headache.. ahhhh!! Well I'm going to take ( Read more... )

Um.. I feel so fresh and so clean clean!! Currently I am listening to some great music.. and well dancing like an idiot around my room.. but it's all cool! Today went pretty good.. I like all of my classes I think.. not so sure about mrs. catalano's class but I will make it happen. Well nothing new.. I think I am going to go run around the track ( Read more... )

Well the first day went by soo slow.. I think I am going to like all my classes.. I'm a little nervous about oral communications.. only cause the teacher seems to be hard. Anyways.. I had to deal with the bullshit financial aid office once again.. I can't stand all the stupid paperwork that I have to do.. especially when THEY lose something and I ( Read more... )