Wow...its been a minute since i used this thing...well...me n Jess broke up...it wasnt a bad break up...but why did it have to happen?....im just so confused....on valentines day...she made me a card that said she couldnt wait for this..and always that....and 2 weeks later...she doesnt wanna be with me anymore....again...she still wants to be ( Read more... )

Sometimes lately i may seem quiet and reserved...maybe even a little depressed...well...maybe sometimes i am....i miss alot of things...alot of things that will never come back...some are for the better...some just suck...but these facts hold true...i love my girl...i love my homies...i miss my family....and about 90% of the time im sitting and ( Read more... )

If I were a month I would be: July ( Read more... )

I got these nagging thoughts in the back of my head...how they got there i dont know...but i now have better insight into how JEss feels sometimes...not because of anything she said or anything...but ive had a taste of it...and it tastes bitter...i dont want to break up with Jess...i still want to spend the rest of my life with her...but im having ( Read more... )

Well...Hurricane Dennis came and went...and my little town lost power for..Oh..say....15 hours tops...anywho...i stayed with Jess..and it was pretty fun, yesterday was my birthday...and it was ok....i spent the whole day around Jess...and that was nice..Mommah made me a birthday cake which was sweet..it was good..there is still some left at there ( Read more... )

I'm staying for the hurricane...atleast if Jess stays im staying..as of now..the plans are i'm staying at her house....it MAY change..but i HIGHYL doubt that...either way...as long as im with her...i can weather any storm....take care all..your in my prayers.

Everything about her drives me insane....i cant do this without her.....not only do i not WANT to...but there is no way i could survive without Jess.....i love you baby....we had a couple hour long conversation tonight....where i said ANYTHING that came to my mind...no matter how bad...no matter how rivial...no matter how embarrassing....and...it ( Read more... )

Well well well...2 entries in 1 week....how unusual of me huh? lol ANYWHO....4th of July was yesterday....the fireworks were sweet...i accidentally loaded a mortar tube upside down...and blew it up...it looked sweet...but a few of the wee ones got some of the backfire..and when somethin like that happens because of me...even if no one gets really ( Read more... )

WEll....here i am...i realise i dont update alot...but thats because i just let things build up so i got something to talk about...today i went with Jess anbd Mommah and John up to Taunt Lynne's house in Pcola...family and friends gathering thing...it was awesome...good food....awesome dog to play with....spent my whole day with Jess instead of my ( Read more... )