I had another bad week. On Monday CJ started ignoring me and he told my friend that it was because I was just using him. But the real reason is he's found some middle schooler to be a slut for him. Cheers to him. And then the week crawled by like a slug. I worked out a lot to keep my mind off things. My muscles are getting really tight. It's great ( Read more... )

Ant scurries on the floor, happiness out the door ( Read more... )

Last night I was at Metal Fest and it was really awesome. It was from 5-12, but I only stayed until 10. They started with the crappiest band, but then there were tons of awesome bands. I got in the mosh pit a lot. I was one of the only girls in there. The only others who went in were my two friends, and at first we all went in together and swung ( Read more... )

Vacation is over. It was rainy and grey today and almost felt pleasant. My day was also easy, but long. It wouldn't have seemed quite so bad if I had gotten more sleep last night. I wanted to sleep but for some reason I was reminded of someone who I miss. I haven't spoken to him in a long time, and I'm starting to wonder what he's doing and how he' ( Read more... )

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At Last!
The weather is hot, and sunny. woo-hoo. I haven't done much yet. Not much I can do. I might go to Albany on thursday.
I was supposed to call my friend but I gave her phone number to another friend of hers, and I won't get it back until I'm in school again. I feel a bit guilty about that. But yeah. Guess that's it.

I'm exhausted. We didn't get home until 2 last night ( Read more... )

I'm going to New York tommorrow. I can't wait! I get to miss school, have fun, woo-hoo. My dad is playing Carnegie Hall. Before the concert we're going to eat at Hard Rock Cafe and see an imax movie, or the Natural History museum or something. I wish we had time to see China Town. Out of all the times I've been to New York I've seen 4 musicals, I' ( Read more... )

What are we to the mirror girl?
greasy skin, messy hair, whatever's there,
snap judgements, only sight,
each of us a mirror, if another speaks,
do we care?
no, for the mirror girl only sees what's there.

Matt can't come with me next Tuesday. I'm sad because it will just be me, my cousin and her boyfriend, my other cousin and his friend(all of his friends HATE me), and a bunch of my really old relatives. It will be great to go to New York, and what could be better than Carnegie Hall? But still. I wish I had someone to share it with.