so I could just go drive to montauk on some cold, winter day. just to see it. sit there on the cold sand. its been too long. too, too long. damn you Eternal Sunshine. I want to go.

I dont update. Nothing major has happened. I never want to be home. Thats about it.

matt came home this weekend.

the whole weekend seemed short, but long at the same time.

I've decided the acoustic version of "Only One" by Yellowcard is really really good. and "Take Cover" by Acceptance. I am very grateful to Nini for helping me out so much. People seem to be having a good time now at college. Im glad for them. I guess thats it.

so i woke from a bad dream to find mom and red yelling at each other. no me gusta :( at all. no me gusta bad dreams that keep me from sleeping either. i dont even remember what it was about, but i remember it was not good. maybe ill go watch tv down here since i cant get back to sleep.

im looking forward to the concert this weekend. im looking forward to a lot of things. my mom and i had a long talk tonight. it was good. about a couple of things. she went to bed now so im kinda bored. but it was a really good talk that i enjoyed a lot. but now i think im going to go watch Goodnight and Goodluck for real. Buenos Noches.

today was long. and lots of driving. but helping them move in was nice. watching nikki unpack and make the room her own was crazy. i remember way back when they both were high schoolers. i keep on thinking its orientation and theyll be back soon. its weird knowing that theyre not. im glad i was able to help out today though.

yay. its done. it took 2 and a half hours. but im very happy with it.
tomorrow will be a long day. in many respects. its crazy. went by too fast.
i should probably try and get some sleep as i have to be up in 5 hours.

until tomorrow...

im exited. i hope its a lot of fun.

i am in a horrible mood. this is going to be one loooong weekend that im not really looking forward to. the mess that was made is now an even worse mess. worse than i thought it would be. hopefully this weekend will help. i hope so ( Read more... )