so today didnt start out too well. i didnt feel well and i had a headache. math class was...."its like being the smartest kid with down syndrome". best way to describe it. when i got home the electric company turned off the power in my house and i couldnt get in because every door was locked. i went to bum around town till mom got out of work. i ( Read more... )

that was one loooooooong night of crazy, crappy dreams. i remember some of them. i remember the last one i had was me trying to find the laundromat in the emerald square mall (which was huge and had a lot more than it actually does) and when i found it some guy tried to steal my etnies hat. and, as some of you may know, that hat means a lot to me. ( Read more... )

See the months they don't matter it's the days I can't take ( Read more... )

i want to buy their cd. too bad its not out yet. or anytime soon. not until may 20-something. thats a damn shame. but if i dont buy that it leaves me more money to get my tattoo which i want to do. im gettin antsy and i want to get it done. so i made money tonite and more money last nite. and i get a check on wednesday this week (teppanyaki's check ( Read more... )

so i got up early and i decided to pick up my laptop. and now its back at home! i still need to put it on my wireless but ill do that later. i just brought it home and decided to see my pics and my music. i also burned a fun sunny day cd and left it as a present :). im so glad to have all my music and pictures back. looking through some of the pics ( Read more... )

on a regular note. yesterday started with a goal to go kitty window-shopping in the wreckless pursuit of a smile, but it ended up with a panda crossed with a hamster with ADHD, and kickass home, and a very happy new furry pet owner. that was a highlight. this morning i was pulled over for speeding. i was on auto-pilot (off) cause i was thinking and ( Read more... )

is there one person that you would do anything for to make them happy? does their smile drive you to do crazy things to see it. does it make you happy when that person is genuinly happy? and when that person is sad, does it make you sad too? does it drive you to reverse taht feeling? do you wish that sometimes you could do more? do you want that ( Read more... )

im so totally at work on my psp! i remembered panera had wireless and it turns out i can get it at work. saweet. back to surfin the web. lata

This day has been best at overwhelming me.
And these thoughts are running races in my head.

why cant i single-handedly make the world all better? cause i want to. they say it may be impossible, but i think ill try real hard anyway.

i had one hell of a crazy sleep schedule last nite. fell asleep at 11:30. woke up at 1:25. stayed awake till almost 4. then slept until 9:30. im not sure if thats enough sleep or not since its all crazy. but the good news was that at 2 in the morning, when nothing else good was on, Clueless came on. so i watched Clueless till i went back to bed ( Read more... )