well now....... i finally have time to write. Summer has started for me, and im ok with it. I miss my WSC friends soo much, yet i know they are having fun. This summer has boil down to a few new things for me. First and most important is $$. A lot of stuff to buy/want to buy( including gas... ugh). Second, i want to write more music. It started off ( Read more... )

what does that mean? Does it mean im too good to ppl to the point that it is annoying? The thought has been in my mind all day. Someone told me i was too nice. Do people not like me for being too nice? Is it a turn-off for girls if im too nice? Now that i think about it.... I kinda am. I wish that everyone else's lives were better......which have ( Read more... )

Soooo second semester has calmed down and i am doing alot better now. I still think about her, but im getting better. I have seen great change in my playing and my life. I love my friends. i love jazz combo, even tho we have this rediculous solo. Its alot of work but i can do it. So I have been playing magic alot lately, i made $300 bucks and i ( Read more... )

From what seemed like not the best situation for me, has turned a complete 180 degrees. The last 2 days have been amazing. Andie gave me some great advice a couple of days ago, I needed to realize that i need to please myself first. As soon as i heeded her advice..... i've never been happier and more excited for every day. I occasionally think ( Read more... )

So.... she said no. I went to see her and i told her how i felt, she was surprised and told me she liked someone else. I wish i knew why girls cant look at me and be like, that guy is amazing. idk..... i cant let myself get down tho. I wish i could just not like her anymore...... but its sucks cause i still do. When i see her it is sad, because I ( Read more... )

So last week i was really sick.... not the greatest feeling. I tried to get into an english class and it didn't work, and i tried to talk to the girl i like and it kinda backfired. Not exactly on the great weeks of my life list. Yet, it is a new week and im looking forward to my adventures with my friends and my out of control personality. Everyday ( Read more... )

So.... i guess this is my first entry ever..... and im a bit confused. I'm really just kinda writing this to myself, cause no really knows im on Livejournal and it feels like im the only one listening to myself at times. Well, second semester of college has started.... and i almost see myself in more chaos then the first semester. New classes, ( Read more... )